so, friends! FRIENDS! today is the official publication day for my YA fantasy/romance novel a matter of fate. HOORAY!!
it is a wild, fantastic, exhilarating, and terrifying day all at once.
this story has been percolating in my head since i was in high school, to be honest. the details of the very first versions are radically different than what amof is now (there was time travel to medieval england and was hilariously awful; thankfully, as it was written on a word processor--damn i'm old!--it shall never see the light of day)--but the bare bones concept was the same: a girl, struggling with her own identity and weighty expectations on her shoulders. and, oh yeah, hot twin brothers.
side note: this is particularly amusing for me now as i actually HAVE twin sons. and no--the ones in the story (which are identical; mine are fraternal) are in no way based on my own, who are six and thankfully (mostly?) girl-problem free.
but anyway! i am so excited to share this story and these characters with you. amof has been a labor of love for me, that's for sure.
as i've already shared the cover a couple times (indeed, even in the last post!), i thought i'd share a photo that really symbolizes--at least to me--the main character of amof, chloe:
(sunshine on my mind was created by amamak photography and can be purchased via etsy HERE)
want to read a matter of fate? here's a breakdown of all the places you can get it!
* the easiest/quickest way is to head over to the bookstore page on my main site; there are easy-to-click icons that will take you to the various stores. go HERE to find them.
* kindle owners: buy a .mobi friendly copy HERE at amazon.
* nook and other e-book owners: buy an .epub friendly copy HERE at barnes and noble.
* paperback lovers: order your very own copy HERE.
i would love to hear from readers! feel free to email me anytime. happy reading!
Thursday, August 30, 2012
Sunday, August 26, 2012
AMOF news!
so, first off, an official release date for everyone waiting for my upcoming debut novel, a matter of fate:
thursday, august 30.
!!!!
i am so, so excited to share this book with you, friends! you will be able to buy e-copies from amazon and barnes and noble and get yourself paperback versions from createspace and amazon (i believe?). anywho! links will be published here on THURSDAY.
HOWEVER!
i have just found out that amazon has gone ahead, jumped the gun, and released the book already! the truth is, when i saw the link, i actually screamed. yes, screamed. like a little, excited girl because honestly? that's how i feel right now.
soooooo! for you kindle users, or ipad or ipod e-book readers with a kindle app, you may go forth and buy a matter of fate early!
once more, the official blurb:
Chloe Lilywhite struggles with all the normal problems of a typical seventeen-year-old high school student. Only, Chloe isn’t a normal teenage girl. She’s a Magical, part of a secret race of beings who influence the universe. More importantly, she’s a Creator, which means Fate mapped out her destiny long ago, from her college choice, to where she will live, to even her job. While her friends and relatives relish their future roles, Chloe resents the lack of say in her life, especially when she learns she’s to be guarded against a vengeful group of beings bent on wiping out her kind. Their number one target? Chloe, of course.
That’s nothing compared to the boy trouble she’s gotten herself into. Because a guy she’s literally dreamed of and loved her entire life, one she never knew truly existed, shows up in her math class, and with him comes a twin brother she finds herself inexplicably drawn to.
Chloe’s once unyielding path now has a lot more choices than she ever thought possible.
and the incredibly awesome cover:
you can buy a matter of fate from amazon HERE.
i look forward to hearing what you all think of chloe's story!
thursday, august 30.
!!!!
i am so, so excited to share this book with you, friends! you will be able to buy e-copies from amazon and barnes and noble and get yourself paperback versions from createspace and amazon (i believe?). anywho! links will be published here on THURSDAY.
HOWEVER!
i have just found out that amazon has gone ahead, jumped the gun, and released the book already! the truth is, when i saw the link, i actually screamed. yes, screamed. like a little, excited girl because honestly? that's how i feel right now.
soooooo! for you kindle users, or ipad or ipod e-book readers with a kindle app, you may go forth and buy a matter of fate early!
once more, the official blurb:
Chloe Lilywhite struggles with all the normal problems of a typical seventeen-year-old high school student. Only, Chloe isn’t a normal teenage girl. She’s a Magical, part of a secret race of beings who influence the universe. More importantly, she’s a Creator, which means Fate mapped out her destiny long ago, from her college choice, to where she will live, to even her job. While her friends and relatives relish their future roles, Chloe resents the lack of say in her life, especially when she learns she’s to be guarded against a vengeful group of beings bent on wiping out her kind. Their number one target? Chloe, of course.
That’s nothing compared to the boy trouble she’s gotten herself into. Because a guy she’s literally dreamed of and loved her entire life, one she never knew truly existed, shows up in her math class, and with him comes a twin brother she finds herself inexplicably drawn to.
Chloe’s once unyielding path now has a lot more choices than she ever thought possible.
and the incredibly awesome cover:
you can buy a matter of fate from amazon HERE.
i look forward to hearing what you all think of chloe's story!
Monday, August 13, 2012
the atolls--who shouldn't be quiet
so, recently, i was asked to refer a band for an arts event, but the truth is, while i've interviewed plenty of muscians and have reviewed a kabillion songs, i didn't actually have anybody local to refer. the husband, though, did. of course he did! he, the pre-eminent music snob in the household, is more knowledgeable about these things. i mean, dude is pretty hard to stump when it comes to music. for example: random song on the radio--what is it? he'll know. inside a store, an intriguing song comes on. does he know it? of course. we also have the cd somewhere in the garage (i kid you not, one entire wall in our garage houses cds).
yet i digress.
the point here is that he summoned up a name of an indie-rock band one town over called the atolls, and lo-and-behold, the band was actually able to play the event. which was awesome! because we totally were looking forward to hearing them play, especially the husband who'd reviewed their album favorably (go HERE to read his original review). they're a bit eclectic, at times introspective and at others youthful and silly.
but the show so didn't go down the way it should have. and here's why.
the arts event was held in claremont (for those of you out-of-towners, it's a small college community outside of los angeles that shockingly goes quiet and calm early in the evenings) at a place that, upon first glance, seems like a quirky yet ideal location for a band to play a small set. but . . . then it was decided that the band had to dampen their drums, because the establishment didn't want to annoy its neighbors.
okay, said the band. and they did. the first song started off the way you'd expect a live band who isn't playing acoustically would (as they'd not been asked to go acoustic ahead of time). loudish (not too loud, though) and filled with energy. half-way through the song they were told they were too loud.
!!!??
so the poor lead singer, daniel martin, took a few steps back from the mic and tried his best to sing quieter and play his guitar more muted. and i mean, it was bonkers, because their set list was blown out of the water with the duo scrambling to ascertain which of their songs (after joking with the husband and i earlier in the evening about how loud their new stuff was) would be appropriate and easy to convert into softer songs. my heart went out to them, it really did, because the atolls have a vibe about them that practically shrieks fun and loudness, and here they were, dripping wet from the bucket of water dumped over their heads.
when they got around to their set closer, a nearly impossible to neuter tune called older nazi boyfriends, it was make or break time. the band (and i think the audience?) were sort of like, screw it! let's go out with a slightly diminished bang (because, hello--they're nice dudes who were still trying their best to meet the sound requirements). so they played a wee bit louder, and the audience was totally into it. it was like a light was turned on in everybody, and there was this general sense of YES, YES, WE LIKE LOUD(ISH) MUSIC! AND IT'S SATURDAY NIGHT! LET'S ROCK! but, as i'm sure you can guess, somebody came racing in to say AHHH!!!! QUIET! QUIET! NO LOUD(ISH) MUSIC FOR ANY OF YOU!
which was hilariously sad. i mean, the band sort of was like, uh, seriously? and the audience was like, ARE YOU KIDDING US? and the song was pretty much cut off with a, "thanks for coming and listening to our crazy-ass set that so didn't go the way we thought it would?"
it's safe to say that the husband and i were like, oh, man, these dudes must HATE us for recommending them for this gig! but of course, the duo, the aforementioned daniel and drummer chris barela, were totally gracious about it afterwards.
so, since that went horribly awry, i'm gonna recommend them here to you all. here's what you ought to know about the group: they don't completely stick to one genre, which makes them interesting to listen to. and martin has a voice that reminds me of musical theatre, all rich and deep--like you can imagine him belting out those show tunes but at the same time completely buying him in an indie band, too.
tangles, the first song i want to share with you all, is appropriately quiet. i totally dig this song. it's got this nice, muted guitar line that's reminiscent of shoe-gazing, in a way, only the song is so not shoe-gazing. what it is, though, is a sad song (and oh, how i love me the sad songs)--all achy and bittersweet, about wanting more but having to accept what you have if you want to keep it at all.
tangles of wire tying you to the floor
your tangled bracelets follow me to the door
the perfect reason, if only a reason
find you by the river, impressions in the sand
you found exactly what you always wanted
hidden in your hands
tangles of branches, lifting me to the sky
your tangled fingers touching me up so high
the perfect lover, if only a lover
find you by the river, i'm sorry that i stare
you know how to make it look so easy
it's more than i can bear
find you by the river, impressions in the sand
listen to/download the song for free below:
and, of course, i must share the turn-me-up, punkish older nazi boyfriends. it's also a not-so-happy tune, about domestic violence, but day-um, is it infectious.
she said i'm only as wet as you make me
so i made her cry
she said you shouldn't break my teenage heart
you'd like her to die
but that's what you get when you mess with
older nazi boyfriends, that's what you get when you
don't shut your pretty mouth
she said i gave you everything that you wanted
so why aren't you happy now
i said no
i know that your thoughts can't turn me down
i wanted it now
but that's what you get when you mess with older
nazi boyfriends, that's what you get when you wear
your collar like a crown
but if he gave you all the thoughts that keep you
up at night, and if he said the meanest things and
didn't treat you right, then girl go get your daddy's
gun, put up a real fight, yeah!
that's what you get when you mess with younger
beat up girlfriends, that's what you get when you
beat on pretty black eyed girls
that's what you get when you mess with younger
beat up girlfriends, that's what you get when you
don't shut your fucking mouth.
both of these songs are off of a self-entitled EP that you can grab for free off of the band's bandcamp site. go HERE to do so. while you're there, you can also grab their recent LP, get popular, for free, too! go HERE to get it.
yet i digress.
the point here is that he summoned up a name of an indie-rock band one town over called the atolls, and lo-and-behold, the band was actually able to play the event. which was awesome! because we totally were looking forward to hearing them play, especially the husband who'd reviewed their album favorably (go HERE to read his original review). they're a bit eclectic, at times introspective and at others youthful and silly.
but the show so didn't go down the way it should have. and here's why.
the arts event was held in claremont (for those of you out-of-towners, it's a small college community outside of los angeles that shockingly goes quiet and calm early in the evenings) at a place that, upon first glance, seems like a quirky yet ideal location for a band to play a small set. but . . . then it was decided that the band had to dampen their drums, because the establishment didn't want to annoy its neighbors.
okay, said the band. and they did. the first song started off the way you'd expect a live band who isn't playing acoustically would (as they'd not been asked to go acoustic ahead of time). loudish (not too loud, though) and filled with energy. half-way through the song they were told they were too loud.
!!!??
so the poor lead singer, daniel martin, took a few steps back from the mic and tried his best to sing quieter and play his guitar more muted. and i mean, it was bonkers, because their set list was blown out of the water with the duo scrambling to ascertain which of their songs (after joking with the husband and i earlier in the evening about how loud their new stuff was) would be appropriate and easy to convert into softer songs. my heart went out to them, it really did, because the atolls have a vibe about them that practically shrieks fun and loudness, and here they were, dripping wet from the bucket of water dumped over their heads.
when they got around to their set closer, a nearly impossible to neuter tune called older nazi boyfriends, it was make or break time. the band (and i think the audience?) were sort of like, screw it! let's go out with a slightly diminished bang (because, hello--they're nice dudes who were still trying their best to meet the sound requirements). so they played a wee bit louder, and the audience was totally into it. it was like a light was turned on in everybody, and there was this general sense of YES, YES, WE LIKE LOUD(ISH) MUSIC! AND IT'S SATURDAY NIGHT! LET'S ROCK! but, as i'm sure you can guess, somebody came racing in to say AHHH!!!! QUIET! QUIET! NO LOUD(ISH) MUSIC FOR ANY OF YOU!
which was hilariously sad. i mean, the band sort of was like, uh, seriously? and the audience was like, ARE YOU KIDDING US? and the song was pretty much cut off with a, "thanks for coming and listening to our crazy-ass set that so didn't go the way we thought it would?"
it's safe to say that the husband and i were like, oh, man, these dudes must HATE us for recommending them for this gig! but of course, the duo, the aforementioned daniel and drummer chris barela, were totally gracious about it afterwards.
so, since that went horribly awry, i'm gonna recommend them here to you all. here's what you ought to know about the group: they don't completely stick to one genre, which makes them interesting to listen to. and martin has a voice that reminds me of musical theatre, all rich and deep--like you can imagine him belting out those show tunes but at the same time completely buying him in an indie band, too.
tangles, the first song i want to share with you all, is appropriately quiet. i totally dig this song. it's got this nice, muted guitar line that's reminiscent of shoe-gazing, in a way, only the song is so not shoe-gazing. what it is, though, is a sad song (and oh, how i love me the sad songs)--all achy and bittersweet, about wanting more but having to accept what you have if you want to keep it at all.
tangles of wire tying you to the floor
your tangled bracelets follow me to the door
the perfect reason, if only a reason
find you by the river, impressions in the sand
you found exactly what you always wanted
hidden in your hands
tangles of branches, lifting me to the sky
your tangled fingers touching me up so high
the perfect lover, if only a lover
find you by the river, i'm sorry that i stare
you know how to make it look so easy
it's more than i can bear
find you by the river, impressions in the sand
listen to/download the song for free below:
and, of course, i must share the turn-me-up, punkish older nazi boyfriends. it's also a not-so-happy tune, about domestic violence, but day-um, is it infectious.
she said i'm only as wet as you make me
so i made her cry
she said you shouldn't break my teenage heart
you'd like her to die
but that's what you get when you mess with
older nazi boyfriends, that's what you get when you
don't shut your pretty mouth
she said i gave you everything that you wanted
so why aren't you happy now
i said no
i know that your thoughts can't turn me down
i wanted it now
but that's what you get when you mess with older
nazi boyfriends, that's what you get when you wear
your collar like a crown
but if he gave you all the thoughts that keep you
up at night, and if he said the meanest things and
didn't treat you right, then girl go get your daddy's
gun, put up a real fight, yeah!
that's what you get when you mess with younger
beat up girlfriends, that's what you get when you
beat on pretty black eyed girls
that's what you get when you mess with younger
beat up girlfriends, that's what you get when you
don't shut your fucking mouth.
both of these songs are off of a self-entitled EP that you can grab for free off of the band's bandcamp site. go HERE to do so. while you're there, you can also grab their recent LP, get popular, for free, too! go HERE to get it.
Tuesday, August 7, 2012
new frightened rabbit!!!!!!
so, the husband just called me, instructed me to go to the hype machine, and had me search my favoritist band.
and there was a new song.
and i squee-ed, because i'm a dorky fangirl.
have a listen to state hospital, the latest by the sublime frightened rabbit. i am beyond psyched that i'll be seeing my favorite scottish boys at the troubadour this october here in la!
(apologies ahead of time if i've butchered these lyrics, which i most likely have)
the half back flip, conception
state hosptial birth
the most thread bare
tossed, only the country's ever heard
brought home
to breathe smoke in the arms of her mother
the blunt kitchen knife
who just lays, the submissive position
beneath the national weight and the slow arc of the fist
her hearts beats like a breeze block when thrown down the stairs
her blood is thicker than concrete
forced to be bred, she was born into a grave
and in the limp, through years of bored schooling,
she's accostomed to hearing that she can never run far
a slipped disk and a spine of community
a bloody curse word, named pedestrian verse
spirits and graveyards and fingers and carparks
she cries in the high street, just to be heard
a screaming anchor, for nothing in particular,
at the foot of it, and dragging her heels in the dirt
her heart beats like a breeze block thrown down the stairs
her blood is thicker than concrete
forced to be bred, she was born into a grave
cheek of youth, flashed red and turned green
now she lies in the pavement, she's helped to her feet
all flies here, and magpie handbags, sardines unified for the parade
she's brought home to keep warm
in the arms of a plumber
and he's ruddy and balding
who just need a spine to dig into
a chest through the head and a hand for the holding
her heart beats like a breeze block thrown down the stairs
her blood is thicker than concrete
forced to be bred, she was, she was . . .
oh, her heart beat like a breeze block thrown down the stairs
and her skin is thicker than concrete
forced to be bred, she was, she was . . .
a broken elevator anthem held between the floor
if blood is thicker than concrete
all is not lost
all is not lost
all is not lost
all is not lost
all is not lost
and there was a new song.
and i squee-ed, because i'm a dorky fangirl.
have a listen to state hospital, the latest by the sublime frightened rabbit. i am beyond psyched that i'll be seeing my favorite scottish boys at the troubadour this october here in la!
(apologies ahead of time if i've butchered these lyrics, which i most likely have)
the half back flip, conception
state hosptial birth
the most thread bare
tossed, only the country's ever heard
brought home
to breathe smoke in the arms of her mother
the blunt kitchen knife
who just lays, the submissive position
beneath the national weight and the slow arc of the fist
her hearts beats like a breeze block when thrown down the stairs
her blood is thicker than concrete
forced to be bred, she was born into a grave
and in the limp, through years of bored schooling,
she's accostomed to hearing that she can never run far
a slipped disk and a spine of community
a bloody curse word, named pedestrian verse
spirits and graveyards and fingers and carparks
she cries in the high street, just to be heard
a screaming anchor, for nothing in particular,
at the foot of it, and dragging her heels in the dirt
her heart beats like a breeze block thrown down the stairs
her blood is thicker than concrete
forced to be bred, she was born into a grave
cheek of youth, flashed red and turned green
now she lies in the pavement, she's helped to her feet
all flies here, and magpie handbags, sardines unified for the parade
she's brought home to keep warm
in the arms of a plumber
and he's ruddy and balding
who just need a spine to dig into
a chest through the head and a hand for the holding
her heart beats like a breeze block thrown down the stairs
her blood is thicker than concrete
forced to be bred, she was, she was . . .
oh, her heart beat like a breeze block thrown down the stairs
and her skin is thicker than concrete
forced to be bred, she was, she was . . .
a broken elevator anthem held between the floor
if blood is thicker than concrete
all is not lost
all is not lost
all is not lost
all is not lost
all is not lost
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